So it's really late right now. About 6:40AM... I'm sure by the time I finish writing this that it'll be much later. I dunno what's going on lately. My life seems to be going around in one big circle and until January, it's going to continue on it's little useless path. Day in and day out it's get up, take a shower, get dressed, go to the computer, eat, go back to the computer, talk with friends, get in a fight, say G'Nyte to Mom, watch a bit of tv, go back to the computer and then go to bed.. Tell me.. how interesting is that? Not very. Of course I think I may be the cause for most of my stress lately. It seems every time I open my mouth, there is an issue with what I say. Meh, I can't please everyone, can I? So why do I bother? Maybe it's because I'm tired of getting all this shit from cry babies that can't handle a bit of bluntness. I mean honestly, the world isn't full of pixies and dust kiddies, grow up. Plus, it's the internet, so how exactly can they know my "tone" when I don't really have a "tone"? It's amusing to say the least. But as of lately, it's just too fucking stressful to deal with on an average basis.

Moving onto other things.. My permit is pissing me off. It would piss anyone off, really. Especially when your idiot of an insurance provider requests that you hold off getting your license until they expire so you can get a better deal... Heh, and don't get my started on the fact my mom never wanted to take me down to the DMV to get my permit back so this could be done and over with. I could have gone Black Friday shopping dammit. Not "only" did I miss that, but I also didn't get to go to Light Up Louisville, which only happens once a year.. Nor do I get to go to the large Flea Market in Louisville until December... Sure, the 11th isn't "that" far away but I'd like to have gone sooner, so I wouldn't have to deal with all the Christmas bullshit. And don't get me wrong, I honestly do love Christmas, since I love to give gifts... But I can't stand seeing it "every single place I go!"

Random message - Twilight fans, shut up! Twilight haters, you also shut up! Thank you.

I've recently learned that... I'm changing.. a lot.. And by a lot I mean everything. Sure, I no longer want to dye my hair black but that isn't a huge change, now is it? Blond would be a bit interesting but I'd miss the red. Anywhooo... I've learned I really love the Arabic makeup style. It's bold, it's dark and it's really beautiful. When I'm able to get the free time to myself without my mother hovering over my back, I'm going to try out a lighter version. Not so bold and heavy. I don't like a lot of attention... so having it exactly like their style wouldn't go over so well with a ungodly shy child, now would it? My clothing style has changed. I've found myself wanting to wear Candies and International style from Kohl's and Target, more then anything. I mean yeah, Hot Topic's clothes are pretty, but the material is cheap, their sizes don't match up to the real size charts and when they say small, they mean the size for a fucking poodle. Paris Hilton wouldn't be able to fit into half that shit. I'm also more interested in other colors. Nothing bold, but less all black and red to more white and gold. Fairly large difference, in my opinion. Considering for about 4 1/2 years I wore mostly nothing "but" black. It looked good on me, and still does. But I have a bit more of a grown up taste now and the whole bullshit goth/emo crap just doesn't "cut" it anymore. Get it, cut? /failed attempt at humor. My music has also changed. It's not just the semi-screaming and rock music anymore. It ranges anywhere from Eminem to Korn to Tim McGraw, which is very odd. Funny thing is, I used to love country music.. I then moved onto rap and then it was rock for more then 8 years. Boy how times have changed.

Random message - Yes, I love Lady Gaga, fuck off.

Hmmm... this is something everyone needs to know. If you haven't seen 2012.. you need to see it. This movie.. It just blew my mind, honestly. Now, I'm not one to believe in this religion or that. I'm not a religious person (that does not mean I am Atheist.. that is "also" a religion, retards)and so I normally don't listen to their babble. But what caught my attention about the movie is all the world destruction from nature itself. This is my kind of movie! I said to myself. I had to see it. So, me and my mom head off to the movies after a few disappointments and check it out. Naturally the place was a bit busy and behind us were these pretty, slutty looking preps that just would NOT shut up! Luckily, they left 5 minutes into the movie. Bitches probably snuck in anyways. Continuing! I'm not going to spoil anything for those reading this but all I have to say is the acting was great, the graphics were amazing and it is a MUST SEE.

In other news, I need to get back to cleaning.